my "best" friend of 6 years is just being really iffy. like we've had a rough past full of downs like I've always the one hurt more. but recently I did something messed up and I understand why she was mad but she told me basically I was dead to her. and that pissed me off cause of ALL the worse shit she's done to me I've been nothing but loyal. she has shown me again and again that she doesn't really care of our friendship and that bothers me. so I don't know what to do with our friendship.